I see ..

Thru the sands of time .. i see life tricklin down the vase ... I look back and see wht i gained ... n wht in vain i did chase .. I see my moments of glory ... tht swell my soul with fire... i see wht dreamz i did realize ... n wht i still desire ... I see an illusion ...which i had ... I see a treacherous smile ... I see those castles fallin apart ... I see a heart thts vile ... I see myself cursin the sky ... For "life s all nt so fair " ... And I see an angel reachin out ... Admist tht blazing flare .... I saw her eyes...and i felt ... A dexterous hand so fine..... For all his art ...he did confide .. To make those diamonds shine ... Oh!! how i thank fr all i went thru The pain ...the struggles ...and disappointments... For at the end of the long dark tunnel .... Standin and smilin ...it ws you .. The pastures seem so greener nw ... The wilderness so tamed ... The spirits tht do soar high above... To heights which lie unclaimed ... Yes .. i see wht i hv gained nw .. i c whts still in store ... But most importantly ..i c ..tht i don dn want to c ...nt ever ...nt nemore....

The Memory will remain .....

Its been five long years in this place..five long wonderful years ..and it feels like only yesterday that i was standing in the queue ..depositing my admission fees ...How these years went by ...i don know ..What i knw is that i came across pretty interestin people in these years ...smart ..lazy ..careless ...chain smokers ...drunkards ... bigger drunkards ...n yet i have never felt short of amazed by them...I have seen genius of the highest order and laziness of the highest degree...I hve seen what frns mean to some people ... and i have seen wht personal ambitions mean to others ..
Newayz ... on the positive side ...i made some of the best frns in this place... each of which had a unique qualities that never failed to awe me . So here is a vague picture of the 8 most remarkable people i came came across this place ...

A Rat Race....

This ones after a long time ...a few people who have been considerate enuf to go thru my sketches and the sentimental jargon hav been complaining of one thing...that most of my posts are about pretty serious stuff .Well ..don have a very convincing answer to that . In my normal state ..i don not have much of an affinity to sketch things . Its only when i m in a very excited or a pathetic mood that i feel the urge of lettin things out. And y wud i be sittin down with a pencil and a paper wen am i happy ?? I d rather go out with my frns and njoy a bottle of beer .Its only wen i am hurt that i tend to draw into my shell ..and thts wen the dormant artist inside me comes to life again . That shud pretty mcuh explain it .Newayz ,,for a change .. i d try to b Wordsworth for a while..So here it is ...This one got me the gold medal in the interhall cartoonin competition ...Theme ..."The Rat race .." ..not vry gud ...bt a decent effort

My meaning ...

I have fought thru the length of day ..n the cold of night ..against my destiny ...failing to accept the good things the life was offering me ..in the pursuit of what i wanted . And here i stand ..in the middle of nowhere, every direction i see is a criss cross of highways ...each one of them leading to a similar cross road . What am i to do now...???Have i failed to understand the meaning of my existence ...have i wasted my years in dust ...i do not know ...All these years , i have been walkin too fast ..to notice the beauty of your creation ...and now when my body aches ..my mind has lost the capability to think ..in such a state ..i lend my hand to thee ...Hold me ..n guide me thru this dessert ... be my mentor ..To you ..i submit my spirit ...You decide what is best for me .....

"drops of pain ..."

Your words burn embers in my heart ...
You say its all gone ...
And no matter how hard i try ...
Truth is ..i am still alone ...

Those tears that dry my soul ...
My eyes pour all my pain ...
And no matter how hard i try ..
I knw its all in vain ...

"God is crazy .."

Sublime , pure innocence of the water droplets trinkling...the lusture that adds to the magic of your eyes ...i wish i could see you now ...kiss your forehead and tell you ..."God din know hw good he was ....until he created u"....